Blind item ang pagbi-vent ng Megastar sa FB at hindi pinangalanan ang subject ng mahabang pag-e-emote.
Aniya, “I have been going through so much emotionally these past few weeks. It seems that it is the people you have loved, especially all your life, who are the first to disappoint you, let you down, then leave you, throw you away.
“Sometimes only because of a question? I cannot believe that I mattered so little (and no, this is not my husband!). And I have abandonment issues. The ones I have loved the most (and they are so few) in my lifetime are the ones who hurt me the most.
“Also, I have realized that in the past two decades, it is people I have trusted who have neglected me or my interests and investments, caused me to lose money, taken advantage of me and any kindness I offered. Horrible. And it is some people you have come to love and trust as part of your family who turn out to be expert liars, betray
you, steal from you. I am much more careful now.
“All this pain is little compared to all that happened last year, but it is still pain, and still absolutely heartbreaking. And of course all that heartbreak and brain-wracking had to manifest in the physical — which is why I think that, aside from a virus that seems to be going around — I have been down with the flu and a really bad cough because of this (I could live with the flu anytime, but a cough is the worst! Can’t sleep.
“You take a sip of water and when you swallow, it feels as if there’s a rock in your throat. You cough and it feels like an alien is coming out of your mouth! It HURTS. Like someone takes a cheese grater to my throat each time.)
“Frankie got sick first, my poor baby. Brought her to her doctor in Makati Med, and that evening, I started coughing. Then Miel. Everyone with fever in the 38s and 39s. Last night, my son got sick too. He couldn’t sleep so well beside me because of his coughing. Such high fever, too. It breaks your heart when you see your babies having such a difficult time. AND I have to say — I would otherwise be doing cartwheels and my happy dance right now despite all these things!
“There is one GIFT that is saving my heart and keeping it from falling into pieces! Okay, I’m starting a countdown now, even if I am not yet at my ideal weight but getting there surely, and fast.
“Thank you, Lord Jesus, for teaching me to be wary of wolves in sheep’s clothing, to be loving without forgetting to love myself, too. To have my babies who are so loving and affectionate and close to me and always beside me, around me, almost never leaving my side (like now.:-)), thank you!
“And thank you, God, for new beginnings with people who truly have a place in my heart. Thank you for your blessings and grace. I love you!
“I love you too, my friends and family. God bless all of us! Catch you later.” Samantala, gaya ng sabi ni Sharon, nag-umpisa na nga ang countdown sa muli niyang pagtatrabaho sa TV.
Hindi man direktang binanggit at wala mang dagdag na detalyeng pinakawalan, marami ang naniniwalang sa ABS-CBN babalik ang singer-actress matapos magpa-release sa kontrata niya sa TV5 kamakailan.
